A good boy… OK let me be a bit modest… A decent boy, but who wanted to conquer
the world.
Belief in love, respect, care, want to be larger than life
define this just a decent boy. With time he realizes that things come with money.
He wanted to be rich but more than that he wanted to be strong, stronger in the
larger sense. He wanted to be loved, to be admired, to be followed, to be
successful, to be idol and then to be rich well.
No-no.. No bad thoughts, nor this “rich” thing to have luxuries but “rich” to be admired. He wanted to
help everyone, wanted to make world a better place to live, had deep and great
thoughts and wanted the people be nice to each other.
But then he realizes his limitations, may be a just too
much. Coming from a poor family which became poorer with time as and when he got
exposed to the bigger and larger world. And it’s not just about the money, there was much
more to handle and even more that could not be rectified - some tough gifts
from nature, some really toughest ones. “Never
mind” – the boy’s attitude claimed to be, but then this cruel world made
him “mind”. He got to realize a bit
too much again and got trapped. His hands became smaller, his heights become shorter
and his aspirations were getting buried in his heart.
One who wanted to be great, one who wanted to be leading the
world and who also had that extra bit in him is now anxiously searching for his
soul. Soul, which gets alive time and again, soul which never left his heart
and his body but got less powerful to drive his dream.
No, this should not happen, no this should not. But again it’s
losing or may be just settling down. Yes
you can, yes you will, but only in your limitations. Aspirations and dreams
(along with talent) may drive your scope further but the limits would be there
which will keep killing you. Kill me, kill these boundaries, and kill this cruelty.
With making no sense, signing off, and yes he still want to
conquer the world.
